Doing it like this was not how I started out, back then.

Back when I was about twelve and a hal, instead of hand on dick jacking off,I started out by waiting at night until the house was quiet. I'd be in my room. When I thought I'd be uninterrupted, I'd pull down my pajama bottoms, pull my bed pillow down under my hips, and humpmit. I don't think I could actually cum then. There was no need to have kleenex on hand. One night, my dad walked in to check on me and caught me in mid- hump. He backedout of the room and closed the door.the next day, he never acknowledged what he had seen, never took me aside and counseled me. I consider that his greatest failing as a dad.It certainly colored our relationship.